Monday, January 14, 2008


The last two weeks have really been a relief to me. It's been nice to vent out the questions and confusion. It's been nice to not stamp down the questions, the hurt, and the doubts.

I've almost come to think that it's impossible for me to walk away from God. I don't believe in once saved always saved, I believe I can choose to forsake God, but I've discovered that no matter how loud I rant, no matter how bitterly I write, I still begin and end each day yearning for God.

For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

I need God. Every hour, every second, every minute of every moment. I need God. It's so frustrating.

1 comment:

Sidharth said...

Yes, it is possible for us to fall away from grace. But I want you to read this post, if you can follow us in our series in going deeper with Him...If you are the son of God