What's up.

Just a few updates.

I turned a baby away. She's 2 days old, doesn't even have a name, and I can only pray to God that she's ok. I'll be the first to tell you that all foster parents aren't evil perverted creeps that hurt kids and neglect them while trying to get a paycheck from the state.
But, based on some of the phone calls I've received, I'll be the first to tell you that there are a lot of evil perverted creeps that hurt kids and neglect them while trying to get a paycheck from the state.

It literally made me sick to my stomach to say that it just wasn't feasible for me to take her. I pray she's ok.

Jesus here's another child to hold
Keep this child safe and warm
This world can be so cold
Take this child in Your arms
And never let her go.
Jesus here's another child to hold.

*sigh*

Beyond all that, I've taken over part of my brothers paper route while he's on vacation. I worried a lot over how it would affect Bell, and have to give God a lot of credit as to how well it's gone. The weekend will be here before we know it and it will give us both time to catch up on lost sleep - and next week, after Monday, we're through.

I forgot how much I enjoyed the paper route. Driving the streets of the city at 3am is really peaceful.

Meanwhile, I'm too sleepy to write coherently. Goodnight.